The Waiting Place

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Have you ever had that feeling like you’re just waiting for something to happen? You don’t know what it is but you know it’s something. It makes you anxious but also bored. Anxious. Bored. Anxious. Bored. Anxious and bored. It gets tiring. You want a to know whet it is, so you can get it over with. But then again, you feel as if you’ll have nothing to take up your time or think about, if the waiting is done. So in a strange way, you like the wait. It entertains you and keeps you sane. Even though it’s driving you crazy on the inside, it still makes you happy. That’s the place I’m in at the moment. The waiting place. I can’t wait to leave but at the same time I want to stay. Kind of weird, right? Tell me what you think. Thoughts? Comments? Questions?

~xXJennnXx~

Making My Way Back

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I’d like to some time to apologize to everyone who has been reading my blog. I just disappeared into thin air without any explanation whatsoever. I’m truly sorry I didn’t mean for it to happen, it just did. I’m not gonna make up some lie about why I didn’t post anything new because it’s not right nor is it fair to you, my readers. What happened was I, like most people, got caught up with some stuff that was happening in my life. I started a summer class and got overwhelmed. Then days pasted without me updating and days turned into weeks and weeks turned into almost a month. So again I’m very sorry for all of you that came looking for a new post that was never there. I’m working on getting better and I have multiple reminders set to remind me to put up a new post. That’s about it for today but I should have something new up by tomorrow.

~xXJennXx~

What happened to the good old days?

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Today, while studying I got to thinking about when I was younger. I started wondering, what happened to the go old days? By the good old days I mean the time when the end of the school year was a time of celebration not a time to be dreaded. I remember in elementary the last days of school everyone was so happy and excited. My teachers would let us being games to school and we would have an end of the year party to celebrate school being over. Now in high school, how we “celebrate” school being over is by taking multiple long tests on how much you learnt that year. Nowhere near as fun as a class party. Seriously, we aren’t even allowed to have a class party at any point during the year, for any reason whatsoever. It’s like somewhere between elementary school and high school someone decided that class parties were no longer okay and students needed to be punished for growing up. Anyway, c‘est la vie. Tell me your end of the school year memories and how you “celebrate” it now. Thoughts? Comments? Questions?

~xXJennXx~

Frustrating Finals

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Ugh!! School is so frustrating! I don’t even know where to start explaining how frustrating it is. I know I may sound like one of those overdramatic teenagers, but I’m not. I’m just a high school student sadden by the things that the school system has decided I needed to go through. What exactly are these things? Two words that bring an uncountable number of tears, and more stress than a 16 year old should be dealing with. Final exams. Next week is my last week of school (Yay!!). Normally you would think ‘Yes only one more week of school!’, which I am but since the school system hates me and all the other high schoolers, I’m not exactly the happiest person right now. Here’s a run down of my schedule for next week. Monday is graduation, which I’m not allowed to attend because it’s at 10 am during the school day. Despite the fact that I’m a sophomore, who has plenty of senior friends, and we aren’t going to be doing much on Monday except cleaning out our lockers and last minute reviews, I’m still not allowed to go. My school has told us that if we attend, our absence will be “unexcused” because we aren’t suppose to be there. Tuesday is the first day of final exams. I have my Fitness training, English, and Chemistry final that day. My Fitness training final is completely physical, which means I’ll be working out the whole time. The problem with that is I’m not allowed to bring a bag to school on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. I now have to find a way to bring my workout clothes to school without the use of a book bag or a locker (which we’re not allowed to use after Monday either). Wednesday is the second day of finals exams, on which I have my Dance and AP European History exam. I already took the AP exam for European History so I don’t have to worry about a final for that. Thursday is the last day of final exams and the last day of school. My last two finals are French II and Pre-calculus. My problem with Thursday is that I am only going to those two classes and nothing else. In other words, I’ll be in each class for about 4 hours on Thursday instead of the normal 1 hour. I guess the good thing is after Thursday, I get to go home and relax till my summer classes start. Which is a whole other thing I’ll talk about later. Thoughts? Comments? Questions? Words of wisdoms?
~xXJennXx~

 

New and Ready to Improve

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I realized that my last post wasn’t necessarily the best first post. So, to make up for it, I made this my-second-post-that-was-really-suppose-to-be-my-first. I’d like to start off by introducing myself my name is Jenn(yes with two n’s not just one). I’m 16 and a soon to be junior in high school. Dancing is a huge part of my life. I dance any and everywhere. Music is also a pretty big part of my life. I don’t listen to a specific genre, I like almost all types of music. Um…what else? Oh, I started this blog because I’ve always wanted one but never got around to actually getting one. Now that I have, I’m kind of excited to see how it turns out. I will mainly be posting about my life and the random things I think about. I’m going to try to post something everyday but if not at least every other day. If you want me to post on a topic, feel free to leave a comment or send me a message(see contact me). That’s about it for now. Thoughts? Comments? Questions?

~xXJennXx~

Where to go from here?

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I’m new to this and I don’t really how it works. But that’s kinda how life is I guess… Anyway, I came on here to just let my thoughts out. I don’t even know where to start. I guess I’ll start by saying life’s been really weird for me lately. It’s finally beginning to hit me that I’m growing up and I have all these decisions I have to make. For example, when school starts again in August I have to decide what I want more my dance team membership or my dual enrollment placement. This may seem like a simple choice but it’s not. I worked so hard to get both things and now it’s looking like I can only do one. It’s tearing me apart on the inside because I cant imagine giving up either, not after everything I went through to get them. Dance means everything to me. It gives me a way to express myself without words and be me. Words complicate things and I’m not the best speaker but when I’m dancing it does matter, nothing matters expect me being in that moment dancing. So to give up my team membership is really heartbreaking for me. But, also I worked so hard to get accepted into the dual enrollment program at my school where I get to start college early without having to pay. This is a big thing because I’m not sure how I’m going to get to college. My family doesn’t have the money to send me, so I’ll have to get as must scholarship money as I can to be able to go. When I heard about the dual enrollment program where I can start college for free while still in high school I was excited and worked my butt off to be about to get in. Now I’m in both and don’t know what do… Any thoughts? Comments? Let me know what you think :/

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